They said, now, don’t spill a drop
I drank you down, an illegal cocktail
and wiped my black cherry mouth without regret
maybe that’s the divider between young and ancient?
Feel the fear and do it anyway, fray the tension
I had fear as a lover since I was a child
but you broke something inside
let out the glass ghost who had long dimmed
a need to feel more than harnessed safety
bristling around the edges like a perpet flame.
Why you? With your arrogant aspect and
the cruelty of no-one special
how I thirsted for your marzipan center
like sugar riddled kid will suck
the cherry fondue before even tasting
you devoured me, intentional or occidental
does it matter?
The slayed self knows no quaint repair
she floats in pergatory watchful of grace.
Then lend me the strength to survive passion
and I will bless you with my shame
that thick cost of it
weighing us down as we walk
eyes that catch as mayflies
and glaze over, fine as sugar powder
the unsaid tempest of an adult heart.
5 Replies to “Purposely apart”
Paradox of passion
Riddle of the heart
The lover most wrong
Also most right
Close is too close
Far is too far
Midpoint is chaos
wow! You’ve got such a talent! I loved this! <3
It can be such a struggle to surmount the fear
Oof. So much said in between the lines and thoroughly in every one of them. Tre is right you are a phenomenal “words worker!” <3
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