She stood there, the rain lashing her hair into wet paint
and shouted through the downpour at him
“don’t you wonder why all these people aren’t screaming
around us, falling apart with the weight of grief of this world? “
All he could see in that moment, all he could absorb
aside the onslaught of soaking water
was how terribly alive she seemed then
face reddened with rage and tears
lips bright, eyes searching, one thin ankle turned inward
like a window quarter opened
how this would be the moment he would always conjur
when thinking of her
even years from now when they had parted ways and
she had forgotten the impulse and twitch of being young
and settled into a life of eight hour work days and children
pawing at the hem of her sensible skirt
or maybe she never would
maybe she would stay on this corner
angular youthful hips jutting out of her Winter clothes
like question marks
her unblemished skin and unbroken heart still
redolent with hope and rage and ire
and always be for him
a flower blooming from her throat
that reminder
to never ever
grow too comfortable.
And if that memory should fade in him in years to come, perhaps he will stumble upon a book or a blog of poetry (such as this) and see her name and remember and know that she is still shouting in the rain.
That was my belief also xo
🙂
Wonderful.
Those early memories are as rich for me as they ever were – despite so many years apart.