Yeah.
Maybe I am that cliche
you warned your friends about
wasn’t it you? Huddled together at the bar
watching me
I could easily say you wanted a piece
but I’m classier than that
instead, leave it up to you to assume
a girl who likes girls would like
YOU
I worked hard at being
the opposite of your cliche
you think I didn’t know how it was?
babysitting watching parents watching me
wondering without saying, what they were thinking
written in bubbles above their heads
do lesbians abuse children as well?
I have spent a life time
hands off
not looking too long
(incase they assume, and it is an assumption)
not touching
(incase they think, oh she’s giving me a sign)
not being myself
because I had to be careful of your
wrong thoughts
it wasn’t me who gave you cause
like any rumor you didn’t need much, to believe
all girls who liked girls, would like you and might
stalk you or leap on you unprovoked
and how many times did I want to write
YOU WISH
in large letters above your bed
because you couldn’t earn my desire
if you spent the rest of your life running
I’m not any different to you and I’m totally different to you
because I don’t rent my emotions by the hour
don’t fall for every girl just because I like girls
the opposite is true
there have been so very few
my heart is a squeezed lemon
shy and closed
that is until you broke the mould
and became the very thing I’d always been afraid of
a woman I wanted, on the other side
so yeah….
now finally you can tilt your glass and say
I am that cliche
all you who mocked and made me blush
at being myself
it’s finally true, I fell for a girl who couldn’t
return my gaze
that’s the downside of being a lesbian for sure
once in a long while you fall for a straight girl
who just ruins your rule book