I knew my limits were met when my father tutted and said
You’re an ordinary girl
I wish you looked like your mother
When heron jawed teacher said
You’re an average student
Students with learning disorders should drop out early
When razor hipped boyfriend said
You’re the last choice
I settled for you because everyone else said no
When porn-on-his-desktop boss said
You’re not qualified enough
I keep you down because you won’t ask for a raise, you don’t have the guts
When mint-chewing doctor said
You’re too old to have a baby anyway
What’s one more womb between friends? Unmarried girls are dispensable
I did not crack under the weight
For what doesn’t smother best intentions may
Lend you a fist of iron
Sometimes our weaknesses serve us better than our strengths
My families indifference taught the rule of self sufficiency
I didn’t die of neglect despite best attempts
You shouldn’t have had children but I’m here and I’ll endure without your permission
My limit knew no limit
When I graduated top of my year and slammed the medal on teachers desk
You ruin kids right to have dreams with your judgement
My limit knew no limit
When I told him his actions would come full circle
He’s divorced and not allowed to see his kids, his pattern ran him ragged
My limit knew no limit
When my boss grabbed my butt and I blew the whistle to his superior
I stayed and he resigned, don’t think he’ll be pinching anymore asses
My limit knew no limit
When the grief of being childless led me to embrace others
Try, try, try, turn the negative into a way of transformation
What does kill you can save you
My limit knew no limit
Had no end
Because I am a woman who has survived many scars and
I still stand
I knew my limits were
Undefeated